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Sunday, September 5, 2010hmm..... having mixed feelings now. very xinku. but well. just gonna hang in there (:Sunday, July 25, 2010alright. i know that i am lousy. i am slow. i sucks. yes. i am giving excuses for everything. how i wish i can just leave everything behind and dun think bout it. but i can't. yes. mental only. but how do i mental only when i dun even have the mental? really really really tired. yes. life's always not fair. hate it. it just break my heart. i'm not physically drained but mentally. alone is all i need. its really tough when your heart is tearing yet u still gonna fake a smile infront of everyone and pretend t be alright. how i wish that i could just scream and shout everything off right infront of your face. but does that help? will you ever listen? walking a route that leads t nowhere.yes. i'm stupid. dunno why. heart's still pounding as fast. dun even know what am i hoping for. seriously. i'm dumb. yes. i am. nothing helps. i dunno why. hate the feeling. i want back the heart that belongs t me! please. give it back t me. need it much now. 3 months can be short can be long. but i dunno how t endure this. i've been trying hard. but. maybe not hard enough i guess. goodnights. *cries* Labels: - Friday, June 25, 2010OMG. its been like months that i have not been blogging uh. oh well. too many things have been happening over the past few months. well. dunno if things have settled down but sigh. woohoo. had a very awesome birthday people. really wanna thanks my family for planning and organising this celebration and also my beloved friends for attending and making the celebration a unforgetable one. SPECIAL THANKS TO XJ! for helping me ya. love you girls (: (pictures can be found on FB) heehee!woohoo. a dessert treat from Zixin. yummy (: thanks!  Labels: canoe, Family, friends Friday, March 26, 2010sigh. everything's in a mess now. if you guys wanted *** to close down so badly, then just quit. the team don't need people like you guys ya. i really need every single one of you to help bring back the team to the original state again. sigh.what is this all about? happy happy want us to win medals back. not happy, just throw us aside without asking and knowing what happen. is this what you've learnt and what you are supposed to do? seriously. nothing to say. you guys are not with us most of the time, don't even really know what's going on. so shut up and put yourself in our shoes and think for us. not think with your ass. F off! brainless creatures. reflect on yourself and get the facts right before commenting on us. Friday, March 19, 2010XJ! hope you like the gift from us heee :) sigh, didn't get to see him for like 5 days alr? sigh. and i just feel that things are weird between us now. its too late to regret anything now uh. ah! really miss him much. have been wondering what the hell is he thinking right now? at this moment? maybe he alr forget bout it and here i am being a fool still? hmmmm... ah! just can't get him out of my mind ma! irritating max! alright. just let thing be the way it is, see how things go ya. miss you girls too! Kel, XJ, Cath <3Uncle Kracker — Smile You're better then the best I'm lucky just to linger in your light Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right Completely unaware Nothing can compare to where you send me, Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok And the moments where my good times start to fade You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed, sing like bird Dizzy in my head, spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile Even when you're gone Somehow you come along Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that You steal away the rain and just like that You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed, sing like bird Dizzy in my head, spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile Don't know how I lived without you Cuz everytime that I get around you I see the best of me inside your eyes You make me smile You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed, sing like bird Dizzy in my head, spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile Tuesday, March 16, 2010now, 2.19am and i'm still awake despite having trng tmr at 9am. very nice. misses him much. well... made a confession on sunday night. and of cause failed! lolx. actually this is kind of expected. ya? keep thinking bout him. seriously, i need to keep him out of my mind, before i go crazy! ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! sigh! what's done is done, to let it go and carry on. miracles do happen. no? but its not gonna happen on me for sure. so afraid to see him. dunno why, my heart just don't feel right, i dun feel good :( alright, gonna pack my bag and sleep! trng tmr yo! boring max ma! goodnights!Monday, January 18, 2010great. marathon's over :)guess what, during the 2nd rd i guess, i realised that there's a frog in my boat. yes! a FROG! it still pop its head out lorx. tsk. scared and i jumped out of the boat -.- that happen twice okays. emo. leg and finger cramp all.... resulted in capsizing thousand million times. eventhough i came in last and very slow, but i still enjoy it. hee :)oh oh oh, the portages was horrible ya. but its fun! hiak hiak! angeline finished paddling 27km! wooo, achievement :) now, sprint sets are awaiting for us! die! alright. i know where's my standard. gt to chiong double hard ya. lai! wosh! bleah =p thinking of you! |
